“The time is now on everything…
Took my heart away from money
Aint interested in fame…
But I pray that never change
Ambition is priceless
It’s something that’s in your veins
And I put that on my name!” - Wale
***Hey beautiful blog faces!***
I am a bit ill at the moment and at
times I get a little troubled like most people…
We all have those times when things
just don’t seem to go our way!
I often find myself troubled when I focus too much
on how unsatisfying life can be
at times… But I can change all that so I am!
While I stay positive most of the time, I know
I am destined for so much more and there are no
two ways about it… Some people just know…
But there is no way in HELL I will get anywhere unless
I try… I don’t even mind so much if I fail the
first time, I can live with trial and error…
What I can’t live with is “what if’s?” and regret!
I said to my best friend;
“One day my life is gonna flash
before my eyes… I sure as shit want to
make it something worth watching!”
She said to me;
“You can do anything you want, I have
always believed in you, you inspire me more
then anybody I know and I love you!”
To be honest I wasn’t even expecting all
she said after that… I love the way my closest
friends make me believe in myself when
I am feeling a little weak… It’s so nice and despite
it all the changes I have made in my life are
really paying off and cutting negative
people out has really made a BIG difference
in my life! I have no negative friends around me!
It is a great feeling! Happy people = A happy me!
I just want to be happy and make
the people I love the most happy too!
It seems when I very
least expect it the people I want to
hear from most just pop up out of
nowhere… It’s like we are connected.
I was on my way home
when 2 of my favorite people I
have been missing contacted me
at the same time… It was the light at
the end of my ten-mile shit tunnel!
*Perks of a single life – Motivation*
If there is one great thing about being
single, it’s that I have the TIME and
total focus and care to concentrate on myself only,
to plan and succeed at whatever I want
to attempt and do it all! I have started
drawing up a business plan and I
am really excited for the future.
My best friend is going to be my business
partner and I am so excited and so is
she! I am very pleased because she is
one of the ever decreasing people I trust!
I can’t say much about it though as I
don’t want to jinx it! I just see it as
I don’t want to work for anyone
so if that’s the case I need to have
my own business… Watch this
space it’s very early day’s yet…
BUT I have a very good feeling about
what I am doing and it is very
unique and original, practical
and relatively easy…
So let me see what happens!
I do have my not so good days though…
Like the last week…
Let me give you a run down of last
Thursday up to today just so you get an
idea of the down phase and how it all went!
Thursday I fell down the stairs so
come Friday I could barely walk!
Saturday night I dropped my white
Blackberry Bold 9900 DOWN THE
It’s quite a sexy little phone actually…
Then Sunday I came down with Flu,
a very painful cough, sweating and
freezing and body ache!
So Monday I went to work crippled
AND ill and by yesterday I was
sent home ill as I was in no shape
for work… I couldn’t even breathe
out of my nose I just felt like a HUGE
bag of SNOT! It’s like where the shit does
all that snot come from anyway? It’s
like a snot tap just appears out of thin
air and doesn’t stop until it feels like it?!
Snot bubbles, snot streams, snot face!
YEP!!! Snot face… It was disgusting!
Thank GOD that has calmed down…
I am not a very good patient, I don’t enjoy
being ill at all… I don’t like that I am
no longer in control of my body!
But if we were talking about sex…
That would NOT be a complaint! Ha-ha
I don’t know what I would have done
without my Mum the last few days…
I am so HAPPY I fell ill whilst visiting
Mumzy as whenever I am ill that is
the place I want to be…
Aww she has been a GEM!!!
Home-made soup! All the Ibuprofen and tea
a lady could want and she even gave
me her fluffy dressing gown to keep
my ill, snotty ass warm! I am lucky!
I am so very grateful to have her!
THEN TODAY!!! In my super medicated
drugged up state I somehow managed
to convert about 76 quotes to orders by
mistake at work like the super clumsy
prick I am at the moment… I NEVER
make mistakes like that at work!? WTF LOL
That is why I should have been in bed resting!
I really hate it when I mess up… I can be so
hard on myself at times… Fuck it!
Everyone makes mistakes sometimes.
THEN at the end of today I came on
my period!!! WHHAAAYYYYYY!!!
HAPPY DAYS ARE HERE AGAIN!
Seems like that is all the bad luck a woman
can have for now TOUCH WOOD so the
future looks bright and at least my
mistake didn’t cost the company any
money or cause any real problems, and
my phone is ensured so I can remain
calm and a new sexy phone will arrive soon!
I had such a shit day today
but now I am home and
laughing at just what the hell has been
going on recently!
So back to the shitting phone!
My poor phone is super
fucked… It wont even turn on!
So I lost a whole bunch of BB pin’s
and telephone numbers but
somehow I don’t really care!
What is funny though is I can’t remember
how to use the Blackberry Curve anymore
and I keep trying to touch the non
touch screen, screen… Like a freak
because I am so used to my Bold now!
I must look like a crack pot in public!
SHITTING TECHNOLOGY! Jesus…
Speaking of which a close friend of mine
has the new HTC phone and he was
texting me and used his voice to text…
7 messages later I finally understood
the first one as the messages kept
coming out wrong?! MAJOR flaw in
the phone as this in NO WAY saves
any time for anyone! My advice to the
HTC phone users and fans is;
Learn how to fucking type like a normal
person and stop showing off! NOW THEN!
*Things to DO!*
I have been to too many funerals
for someone of my age… So if there is anything
I have truly learned it’s that life is
too short and we are not here for a long time,
we are here for a good time! Make it count!
Life can end at any moment… That is why
people often say live every day as if it’s your
last… Although at times it isn’t possible…
So make it so that it is possible!
So far I have but I want it to be
even better… I have a bucket
list of things to do before I die and
god DAMN it I am going to do them!
At some point this year I am going to
do a sky dive for charity for 2 good
reasons, 1. To make money for a charity
I think needs it most and 2. To conquer
my fear of heights! Fight fear with fear!
If of course I succeed without plummeting
from a great height to my death…
Hey, it would probably be the most
exciting way to die though…
“Thrill seeking young lady dies in charity
sky dive in attempt to conquer
her terrifying fear of height’s!”
LOL … Come on… I’m not going to die!
My new blog is in
progress and it is going to be linked to my Twitter too!
Did you think of that too?
Or am I just really weird… Anyway!
Here I am doing me myself and I!
I like to do what I want, when I
want to do it with no questions
asked and no answers given!
This is just the beginning!!!
There are so many things I am
doing this year and this weekend
I am booking a 2 week holiday in
IBIZA with the girls!!! It will probably be my last
party holiday as im 25 this year I am
getting old! This will be my first holiday EVER
going away as a single lady… I am quite excited and
hoping secretly it stays that way! But what is meant
to be will be… I want to settle down and start
a family in the next few years but for now it’s
just me time as I have no kids and no
man to worry about so fuck it YOLO! I am single, sexy
and free to do as I please… For now!
Why is it that when you are not really
looking guys be like; “What?! Your
single now?! Why didn’t you tell me!”
Well dumbass maybe because I am;
“Just not that into you!”
I am not looking for Mr Right…
I am just doing me, if he is out there I
am sure I will bump into him at some
point… I could have already met him,
he could walk past me every day giving me
a smile while I scowl back at him with hate
Ha-ha! That is why it is so important to smile
as you seriously don’t know who is watching
you thinking it is the most beautiful smile
they have ever seen! Isn’t life weird, you can plan the future
but you cannot predict a thing! Who knows…
I start all my exercise classes next
week when I stop snotting and coughing everywhere
and I am additionally jumping
on the Insanity Workout courtesy of my friend
Alex… IT IS CRAZY!!! He lost half
a stone in 1 week… Check it out!
I will do before and after pics in
the new blog… IF I get brave enough…
Yeah don’t count on that one!
I am going for 2 stone and a sexy flat toned tummy so
wish me luck and if you don’t hear from
me that workout has probably killed me!
I am so excited to get fitter! I just want to
get CRAZY fit now… I have to! I love who I
am inside, now it’s time to love who I am
outside too… So there you have it!
An update on my crazy ass little life!
A song I heard before I changed that got
me thinking… Have a listen!
Remember to appreciate your life and
all the special people in it that love and
care for you… You have one life!
GO LIVE IT YOUR WAY!!!
That is all.